Michelangelo sibyl from the Sistine Chapel

 

grinding my teeth

Work is starting to grind on my nerves once again and I am looking forward to another extended weekend at the end of next week. One would think that since I am having such a bad time at work that I would try to make the most out of my time off, but that didn't happen today. In fact the complete opposite of that happened. I did close to nothing today except feel sorry for myself.

I didn't read anything. I didn't watch any new movies. I didn't talk to or email anyone. I just moped around for hours. Sigh.

Having to work every Friday and Saturday night is slowly starting to take its toll on me and that may have to change once I get back from my trip to Europe. A two year stint on this schedule may be my breaking point, but I think that that is a reasonable expectation.

I also need to start expanding my social horizons again. I have closed myself off for far too long and I am starting to stagnate again. I need something or perhaps someone new in my life to make me feel alive or at the very least point me in a new direction. The monotony of my life is really causing some damage to my morale.

At least my attitude started to improve once I got to work.

 
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