sense of control Yesterday I truly felt a certain clarity about my life that I hadn't felt in a long time. Things started to make sense to me again. To put it another way I knew that I had options in my life again. For so long I had let myself get more and more discouraged in what I could and couldn't do in life. To use a very loose analogy, when it came to graduate school there was very little chance of me being able to win the game when I didn't even know the rules. ... With the exam behind me, this weekend should be completely mine.
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