then cupid said Now I would never call myself an expert on relationships and I think that my past track record would disqualify me from holding such a post. What I am trying to say is that too often people have such distorted expectations from people. Both men and women need to escape from the fantasy world that they inhabit when it comes to meeting members of the opposite sex without turning to outright disgust and or anger. Okay. I am getting very tired of pop psychology and I need to stop before I start uttering more inane catchphrases. Maybe I should just stand on a street corner and shout woman, woman like the Muppet called Animal did years ago and see what happens. No, that would just make me seem like a frat guy in search of a party. ... Since she'll be out of town, I won't see or hear from Ann until Friday. So for the next few days, it'll be just me going about my merry way. I'll be busy reading for class and then going there to discuss Virginia Woolf. Then there is the slight chance that we'll get our mid-term exams back this week as well. I'll pay some bills and go to work and then Friday will be here. Thus is the prediction for my week. Everything else is uncertain at this point. ... A coworker caught me by surprise at the laundromat this morning. Maybe if I had scanned the lot a little more I might have seen his car, but I didn't. If I scan the parking lot for any car I usually look to see if my old girlfriend is there, but something tells me that she has moved on to somewhere else by this time. I also have this feeling that she is married and probably a mother by now. It was her major goal in life when we were togther, but all of that is in the past. He saw me first and started talking almost immediately. I'm not quite used to talking with people on a Monday. With trying to make the transition from a third shift schedule to a first shift one, I'm usually in a daze for most of the day. Actually he was the first person that I had spoken with since Sunday. I was alone with my thoughts for over twenty-four hours.
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