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cold november rain Somehow both Sunday and Monday managed to be very productive days for me and I hadn't done that much planning beforehand either. Maybe I should go that route more often and see what happens. Even with all of the confusion concerning the play on Sunday, I still found enough time to do some serious cleaning of my house. Then on Monday I decided to concentrate more on sorting through some paper work that I had been putting off for a few days. On Monday the ever so lovely Axl Rose weather outside made staying inside that much easier. For almost the entire day rain pelted the side of my house creating an odd background noise as I moved from room to room. I did, however, brave the elements once when I went to forage for some food. ... After having some conversations with a few concerned people and more careful thinking on my part, I have decided to walk completely away from Ann and her emotional storm. As literary as having my own personal Zelda might be, I think that I want a better kind of life than the one that Fitzgerald had. Actually I am thinking of forgetting about any kind of romance for a while. Maybe I just need to concentrate on myself some more rather than having someone come along to complicate it. I don't know. I just don't know. What I do know is that I didn't talk to J Crew girl today. She wasn't sitting outside when I got to class, which is usually my best chance to speak with her. Nor did I get a chance to talk with Party Girl, because she got to class at the last minute. I did, however, speak with the girl in my class who went for a second job interview that week. She got the job. ... Most of the energy that I had yesterday has faded. Finishing Mrs. Dalloway this morning was about all that I could manage. Today was truly a day for sleeping and I spent most of it in bed reading.
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