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heart of darkness Nine in the morning on this wet Thursday. I never did get back to writing anything more for yesterday. So now I need to remember what I left out the past few days. On Tuesday there was the girl from class wearing an Eric Cartman style hat. Only in Wisconsin could a girl get away with wearing said apparel and still look good. She had spied me walking away from class and seeing me do so made her stop. She wanted to know if class was cancelled. It hadn't been. I was just early and slightly bored. Actually I was half an hour early and the thought of me milling around outside the classroom seemed a little dull if not downright dumb. Instead I decided that I wanted to explore the campus. ... After some more thought, I think that I have my college plans in order. All that I need to do is drop by a certain office either this Friday or coming Monday to go over some more paperwork. I truly loathe filling out forms which explains why I've put this off as long as I have this semester. Hopefully I haven't made any mistakes in the process. I really need to get back to Marlow and the boat. Mr. Kurtz still lies ahead. ... Quarter after five in the evening. Class went well today. When I walked into the room there were only three people there. Sitting there were J Crew girl, Party Girl and the girl who I had spoken with on Tuesday. One of them said hi when I walked into the room and I can't say for sure which one of them said it. I wasn't paying that close of attention. Then I couldn't decide who I should talk with and or sit near so I just went to my usual spot and sat down to read. I felt like a complete dork. I get along well with Party Girl, but I still want to get to know J Crew girl better so I was torn. Naturally I didn't do anything to either make the situation better or worse. Then after class I walked to the library with my professor so that we could discuss some ideas for my final paper. As we were walking I caught a glimpse of J Crew girl walking in the same direction as us, but then I lost her. Then as the professor is showing me how to use the campus software, J Crew girl joins us. I saw her coming, but once again I didn't have time to say anything before she walked away. I'm not sure why I am letting any of this bother me, since I don't have any time to be social for the next week or so. However, I am completely free for most of the week of my birthday and if I could arrange something with J Crew girl that would be perfect. ... As an early birthday present for myself, I ordered a dvd home theater system today. If all goes well it might arrive tomorrow. Now I have to get some sleep or I'll be struggling through work with only two hours of sleep to support me.
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