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end of november As my night at work progressed, my mood got slowly and slowly better. I'm not sure why everything went sour for me the day before, but I think that the outburst should have been a hint. Something gave inside of me and I had a small mental shutdown. I would hate to think that people see me as preaching doom and gloom. That is not me at all. Generally speaking I can take most things in stride, but every so often I do stumble. To me this somehow balances out in the end. ... School can still make me smile by letting me concentrate on something that has meaning to me. We've been discussing the Graham Greene novel, The End of the Affair. On the flight back from Europe, I had seen the film version with Ralph Fiennes and Julianne Moore, but I wasn't really paying that close of attention at the time. ... Despite my change in mood, I still don't feel like saying that much today.
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