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one month ago Looking back through the journal, I can tell that even a year ago I knew that I had a healthier relationship with Nicole than I did Ann. ... I did it again. I fell asleep on the couch on a Sunday night. Sigh. Then again taking a pillow and blanket with me when I go to the couch probably doesn't help either. ... For most of this morning and early afternoon I reorganized my second bedroom and or office. I have yet to decide what I should call it. One would think that having more space here than where I used to live would make putting everything away easier. It doesn't. Maybe I just want to avoid the temptation of shoving everything into a closet and or the garage and then forgetting about it. I guess I want this place to be a true reflection of me and that doesn't include piles of boxes and things that no longer have any meaning for me. ... My horoscope for today read: Don't be surprised if your friends and coworkers look to you to settle their petty disputes today, Sagittarius. Your sense of fair play sets you up as both a model and a target. You keep moving no matter what you have to leave behind. You'll stay ahead of your challengers as long as you have a good answer to each argument. Using big vocabulary words that your opponent might not understand is a better weapon than sarcasm or outright insults. Okay, so what this means is that the email sent by my boss to my home account, on my day off, asking about something that happened during the weekend was petty. Yes. I was right. In fact I didn't even respond to him and in my mind that is even better than "using big vocabulary words that your opponent might not understand." Although that wouldn't be too hard to do either. Can you feel love? Can you feel the loyalty and respect? Oh, do I need a vacation.
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