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sunday no sun Today I think that I slept the best that I have in days. Some of that might have to do with the fact that nothing woke me before I wanted to get out of bed. Lately I've been having one thing after another disturbing my sleep. A good example would be what happened on Saturday. From what I could hear my new neighbor was doing some hammering. It wasn't until later in the day that I found out that she hanging a new shelf in her place. Not only was there the hammering, but I had forgotten to turn off the ringer on my telephone which left me victim to three different telemarketing calls. Oh, I didn't answer any of them, but the ringing phone still woke me. So between the hammering and phone calls, I probably slept about four hours. Thankfully the ringer was turned off before I went to bed and saved me from hearing at least one telemarketer. ... The astronomy site that I visit on an almost daily basis is starting to upset me. They keep posting these wonderful photos of the Leonid meteor shower from the eighteenth. Yes, I was awake at that time, but I was at work and didn't have a chance to go outside. I keep telling myself that I wouldn't have been able to see anything from inside the city, but maybe there would have been something. Sigh. ... I didn't see and or spend as much time with Nicole last night and this morning. For the brief amount of time that I was with her we did talk about what we did the previous morning and she seemed okay with it. I doubt that we will go any farther though. There are too many other factors involved to change the way things are between us. Nicole is without a doubt the one woman that I speak with the most in my life. Yes, there is Ann, but more often than not I am listening to her personal troubles. Nicole and relate on a different level which is nice and probably something that I need. Comparing the two of them really isn't fair though because they have such different home lives and outlooks on life. Neither of them is happy with what they have, but Nicole doesn't stir up the waters as much as Ann does. Due to some recent events I said that it would probably be best for Ann if she left the state and went back to where her family lives. The past year here in Wisconsin has not been a good one for her and as of now there is very little holding her here. I think that she needs some time to think about what she wants to do next with her life and having the support of her mom would be better than staying here by herself. Now as to whether or not she does this remains to be seen. She has been known to change her plans on a weekly if not daily basis. She freely admits that this is true.
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