shakira sang something Two to three hours of sleep the past two days was taking its toll on me, so I was happy that today ended up being a contrast to the rest of the week. Of course that didn't stop me from snapping during my last hour at work. Things had been going relatively smooth for most of the night and I just wanted to coast through the final hour, but that didn't happen. Instead I was handed what seemed to me to be a flaming bag of shit by a coworker and that was the last thing that I needed when all that I wanted to do was go home. This naturally led to a brief swearing fit on my part, which didn't solve anything, but it at least made me feel slightly better. I swear that my next job will have nothing to do with customer service nor will it be team oriented. ... Despite what I just said above, my day at work did end on a good note. I spent some quality time with Nicole, where we traded some stories and laughed a little. She enjoyed my exposed tag sticking out of the jeans story, but said that she wasn't sure what she would have done if she were me in that situation. As she walked me out into the lobby, part of me felt like grabbing her hand and having her runaway with me. Naturally this isn't practical, but it is still nice to have those silly kinds of fantasies. ... Not having to hurry anywhere gave me some time to relax and just think about things. I think that I like where my life is going, but at the same time I'm not one hundred percent certain about where I'll be next year at this time. Of course that is nothing new for me. What I do know is that my class is worth having to lose sleep and endure rush hour traffic four times a week. In one class I learn more than I have in two years at my job. It feels good to be asked to think again rather than argue policy with my boss. Even better than being able to relax today was the fact that the heat finally broke and there was a breeze in the air. The hot weather hasn't helped my mood either this week. ... Looking back a year ago I was emotionally lost over a woman who I haven't spoken with in months now. I guess that my life does indeed change over time.
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