all consuming anger

After a less than pleasant morning at work, I decided to take my bike out on the trail for the first time in months. Sitting inside my house with so many different things going through my head didn't seem like a good idea. I also knew that there was no way that I would be able to fall asleep in that frame of mind. I was bursting with energy and none of it was positive.

By the time that I got back home from the ride, all of my anger had disappeared and I was more than ready to fall asleep. Close to an hours worth of pedaling had left me completely drained, but that physical exertion made me feel better at the same time.

Even though my motivation for being out there today was a little skewed, it still felt good to be doing something active again. Now if I can make it a part of my routine, I want to keep riding until the snow starts to fall.

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Once I finally woke up this evening, all that I did was read some more of Trip to the Stars and that was enough for me.

 
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