Banter

My boss is still trying to decide what new product he wants to go with this year. I am really hoping that he goes with the product that I think is the better of the two. I know that it costs more, but it will make my job much more pleasant. Plus it will look good on my resume that I set up a brand new application from the very beginning. It'll be mine. All mine. Well, maybe not all mine, but it'll make me feel more important.

Besides if my job is going to get more hectic, I would really like to have a product that works better than what we use now. Yes, I know that business does not always work that way, but I can hope.

Of course, if I don't get compensated for all of my effort, I might just leave in June.

For the most part, the day went really smooth. Nothing bothered me and since I spent the whole weekend away from my house, it really didn't seem like Monday.

I kind of regret the throwaway entry that I uploaded for yesterday tonight. Its not much, but it keeps my record of not missing a day for the year. Even though I am in middle of being part of a couple again, I won't abandon this journal. Its a nice change of pace to be more positive about things even though I post nearly a day after the fact.

A week ago, I would never have imagined that this is where I would be today. It doesn't bother me though. Being with Brenda is good for me and I hope that it stays that way.

Some of what we talk about is old. For instance, the topic of shaving came up. I have a habit of shaving every three days or so. This really doesn't bother me. I guess that it might bother the person that I am kissing though. Her example of course was her shaving her legs. The bottom line is no more stubble. I can live with that little adjustment.

Its hard trying to capture what appeals to me about her. Last night I was talking about a movie and she says, "Sheesh, I've got Siskel and Ebert here." I guess that I do tend to ramble on about something I like, but she was only teasing though. The word banter seems to come mind. Its something subtle that makes me smile.

I have always felt that there are very few people that I connect with well. Brenda knows when to give me shit and when to give me a kiss.

We both know that it is better that we are together now and not when we were in college. The year or so after college was not a good one for me. I was still upset with my old girlfriend and didn't have a decent job.

She also had her share of troubles when she graduated. Then she got married and so on.

People develop a past no matter how hard they might try not to have one. Its just a part of life. What was right one day may be wrong the next.

Well, I feel better uploading an entry on time tonight. Brenda was at a tupperware party tonight, so I got some time to myself.