No Worries

Brenda and I spent all of Saturday together. Its the longest that we been together since we started to see one another. One might look at it as a marathon of sorts. A time for seeing who we really are and what we have in common.

Each day with her is something new. It could be little things like how she likes to keep her house clean to what her favorite foods might be. Then there are the stories about her family and work. Sometimes the exhusband is mentioned, but I take it in stride. I have no real desire to ever meet the man, but I can't prevent her from talking about him once in a while. It doesn't matter what she wants to talk about because its all new to me and I love it.

Its fun being lazy with someone again. We just lounged around the house and watched movies. The only time that we left the house was to eat breakfast and get the movies.

Brenda really spoils me. She cooked dinner for me on both Friday and Saturday night. Its been a long time since someone did that for me. Then she tells me on Friday night that she almost bought me a leather jacket earlier that day, because she doesn't like the winter coat that I have now. I'll be the first to admit that it isn't that stylish, but I don't know what I would have done if she had come home with a leather jacket for me. The two reasons that she didn't get it were that she was unsure of my size or if I would like it.

She still gets worried that I am going to leave her. I never really saw myself as the wandering type. Most of the time I see myself as being rather naive about people and how they get along. Besides I could never handle two women at once. It would kill me and she knows it. I just don't have the energy for something like that and my moral code prevents me from hurting her.