Saturday Boredom I neglected to mention why I was so tired yesterday. Well, Brenda has been working late most of the week and I wait for her to get home at around eleven at night even though I have been awake since six in the morning. When she does get home, she is all wound up from the day at work and I have to wait for her to calm down. Usually she has a few beers and some cigarettes to mellow her out. Thursday night was a little different though, because I felt like doing something else to calm done. This involved some heavy breathing, but I think that it is just as effective and I get to participate as well. So I have no one to blame, but myself for my lack of sleep. Besides it was worth it and she didn't seem to mind either. Most of the day was very uneventful. Brenda and I didn't have any real plans for the day which didn't really bother me, but did bother her a little. Most of what she likes to do involves spending money and she didn't feel like spending any today. My leisure activities are relatively cheap. Reading books and spending time on the computer costs very little money. However, they are not activities that can be shared. I guess that I could say that most of what I like to do for fun is of a more solitary nature, so Brenda feels left out and I start to feel as though I am neglecting her. This should all change next week when we finally invest in some new bicycles. Brenda feels as though I am getting bored with her, but this is not true. Sometimes I just don't have anything to say. Then there are times when people need their own space.  
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