Windows Rolled Down

A lengthy two hour meeting this morning brought me to the realization that I am not the only person at work who is feeling frustrated. People in the other two departments vented for most of the meeting. Their concerns are slightly different from mine though.

To pass some of the time at work, I have decided to customize my pc at work as much as possible. Each day I download stuff from the web at home, load it onto a disk and bring into work the next day. This way I have something new to look forward to each day. I can be creative and experimental at the same time. Plus it will look as though I am busy when people walk by my cube.

Months ago I was going to teach myself some more programming, but it fell by the side. Now I might be able to try it again. Or at the very least expand my knowledge of what Windows 95 can and can not do. I need to start pushing myself some more when it comes to technology, because work certainly won't do it for me.

The commute the last two days has been pleasant due to the warm weather. Its nice to be able to drive home with the window rolled down.

I have never been one to get overly excited about the weather. Its beyond my control and I just go with it. This doesn't mean that I don't like summer, its just that I don't jump up and down about it. Actually there is very little in life that makes me jump up and down.

Maybe I should learn to let myself go more often. Without much effort, I can be relaxed and in control at the same time. Yes, I am one contradiction after another.