petty revenge It took me nearly two days to correct it, but at last my sleep pattern is back to normal. One hour of yelping dog left me feeling like a zombie for almost forty-eight hours. Of course I am sure that they are oblivious of what that barking did to my schedule and I would rather not speak with them. Part of me is so tempted to do some vacuuming early Saturday morning making sure to linger over where their bedroom is located. I don't see why they should be able to sleep when they make enough noise when I am sleeping. I might even let the machine sit turned on in one spot while I go and do something else. Yes, I know that all of this is petty and makes me sound as though I am twelve. More than likely I won't do anything. All that I really want is to be free of them as soon as possible. Sun, warmth and sleep are all that I seem to crave and that means it is time for a vacation. I need to just forget about everything for a little while, because I seem to be on edge all of the time. I need to have fun or at least makes some changes in my life. What I should really do is something physical. I have all of this excess energy and I do next to nothing with it. I need to get out on my bike again. Before all of the nonsense with my house I would have gone somewhere this month, but now I am afraid to leave with them lurking around. Maybe I'll still take some time off, but not go anywhere. I could just relax around the house and do some painting and reading. There are days when I feel as though I am speaking another language to people. Nothing I say seems to connect properly and I grow tired of trying to explain myself. Eventually I lose any real interest in trying at all and just walk away in frustration. On a completely unrelated note, I think that the new VW commercial with Mr. Roboto is the best.
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