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no direction home I think that I must have used up all of my motivation at the beginning of the week, because I don't seem to have any left now. Despite this feeling of not caring I did manage to finish my paper before I left work this morning. I had a rough draft going when I left Wednesday morning, but didn't even look at it until I went back into work Wednesday night. Television or anything else seemed more important at the time. Bad attitude. This semester just wasn't as positive as last semester for some reason. Maybe knowing that both of them may count for nothing has something to do with it. Maybe the fact that I keep arguing with the instructor has something to do with it. Oh, I need to go back in time a few hours. This morning at work or last night depending on your point of view, there was a visitor at work. Ann came into work to visit. Seeing her definitely made my day. She had been out returning some clothes and didn't feel like going back home yet so she came in to see what we were doing. She was also hungry and wanted to go out to eat. After trying to think of some twenty-four hour restaurants we were out the door. The place we chose was where an old girlfriend and I used to eat after a night of drinking. I hadn't been back there since her and I broke up, which was almost three years ago. Everything was just as I remembered it. Maybe Greek restaurants never change. Just sitting there talking and waiting for our food felt so nice. It was something that I needed. My paper was still going nowhere and work was so slow that my mind was going numb.
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