|
all is well Her and I went out tonight and I think that we understand each other better and better the more time that we spend together. Now that I say that it sounds silly, but that doesn't always happen with people. Some people can talk and talk and not really say anything, but the more I know about Her the more attracted to Her I become. I hope that the same effect is happening to Her. What she wanted to tell me from our previous conversation was important, but it wasn't anything negative either. Actually she had mentioned it to me once before, but she may have forgotten. She could tell however that I was hanging on her every word and that I could relax. Those were her words not mine. Before we went out I gave Her a quick tour of where I worked. Where I work is located halfway between our two houses so it made a good spot to meet. Naturally Ann wanted to meet Her and she did. Ann said that Her and I look cute together and she gave Her a definite thumbs up. Ann also said that Her and I seem to have about the same kind of personality. To be more specific Ann said that I am shy, but try to seem as though I am outgoing. Of course Ann wanted to examine the whole date once I got back to work and tell me what She was really trying to say to me. I guess that I might have missed out on some subtle verbal clues without the interpretation of Ann to guide me. Sigh. When she started to say that women use reverse psychology on men I started to get nervous. I don't want to play games. I just want to get to know Her and spend time with Her. I don't want my life to be a Cosmopolitan article. What I do know is that She talks about me with her friends at work, which I think is a good sign. As long as they aren't bashing me I think that I am okay. Oddly enough my past almost makes me seem like a player in some ways. I mean I did live with women at different times in my life, but I didn't marry either them. One might wonder why I'm not married already at age thirty-one. Is there something wrong with me? Personally I know that I made the right decision, but it does make Her a little nervous and I hope she knows that I am serious when I am with someone. Then again She also wondered if I got close too quickly. Trust and understanding are key elements in my life right now.
|