going to school

School doesn't quite feel the same as it did a year ago. Circumstances have changed and so have I. Oh, I still enjoy the walks to class, but since my class starts on the half hour, I don't see as many people as I did last semester. For the most part the campus always seems empty to me when I am there.

I still like the other form of interaction that I get from class as opposed to what I do at work, but I wouldn't say that I am part of the college community. All of that seems so far away from me. In fact I only talk with a few people from class and its casual conversation at best.

None of this means that I am going to stop going, but at the same time my focus there seems a little fuzzy at best. With the majority of my attention being given over to the condo, I don't have that much time for school beyond the minimum effort. I need to change that amount in the coming weeks.

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In The Color Purple there is a character named Shug. Well, in my mind I thought that this rhymed with rug, but I later learned that I was wrong. Since this is the south this is in fact short for sugar and is pronounced shoog. Sigh. Personally I prefer my version of the name and it made for a good laugh for me and another classmate.

The south never ceases to frighten me.

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Sitting on my porch for the first time in weeks listening and watching dry leaves skitter across the driveway, I suddenly realized that I don't get outside as nearly as much as I should. I want that to change when I move at the end of the month.

 
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