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clouds think again November has not been a good month for me or at the very least it has not been a good month for the journal. From what I can see, I only seem to be coherent once a week if at all. Otherwise all that I can manage is some pathetic scribbling. What this means to me is that I need a vacation, not from the journal, but from work. I need some time to just think and escape the stagnant world that I inhabit for forty hours a week. Then again maybe I need something else in my life and school seems to be failing me. Insert deep sigh here. Overall I have very little to complain about in life, but at the same time I wouldn't say that I am overly happy either. Something needs to change and being able to drop everything right now would be great, but I know that that it isn't going to happen. School won't end until the thirteenth of next month and then there is the holiday assault of Christmas that I have to weather. When I say change or rest, I'm not asking for something massive. I just want everything to stop for a day or two. A day spent in bed would be nice. A day spent reading books and or watching good movies would be another pleasant option. I want something calming not excessive and or dramatic in my life. Insert another deep sigh here. I'm not saying that I didn't enjoy yesterday. I did. It was nice. There wasn't much fanfare and or travel involved. It was just my immediate family and good food. Going to work afterwards soured the mood slightly, but the holiday bonus will make up for it.
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