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nothing happened today Sadly most of the day passed by for me in a mental haze. It was not the way that I wanted to spend my day, but it was something that I couldn't seem to shake. The best way to describe it would be that I thought that I was awake, but in reality I probably wasn't. As the day wore on I couldn't seem to focus on anything and as a result did very little except sleep here and there. Six-thirty was the first time that I looked at the clock and I knew that it was too late to call Nicole, so I rolled over and didn't see the clock again until eight-thirty. That was my first mistake of the day. I should have stayed awake. Later at around one in the afternoon I went to visit my grandma only to have her wheeled away for an eye appointment. An hour passed and they hadn't brought her back, so I quietly left for home. Once again it wasn't what I had planned. Then when I got home, I ate and fell asleep again. That was probably my second mistake of the day. Quite honestly the day became one of those that I wished I could do over. About the best part of the day was watching it snow again. Yes, the ground was completely white before the sun set. Spring is still somewhere in the future. Maybe that had something to do with my odd mood. ... I didn't think that my mind could be such a blank, but that is exactly how it feels. I don't feel depressed, but at the same time nothing seems to be on my mind. Is that even possible?
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