no stars tonight

Here is what my horoscope said for today and I guess that I can read a small amount of truth in it.

If you blinked, you might have missed it already. Take a good look around -- the miracle that you await may have happened a long time ago. Your old habit of wanting keeps you from seeing what you already have. No one is asking you to change your life, Sagittarius, because it's probably as near perfect as it's going to get. Pause for a moment of reevaluation. Write down the pros and cons of what's going on in your life. If you have more on the positive side, that should be enough proof.

Okay. Here we go.

Pros:

I am young.
I am healthy.
I own my home.
I drive a one year old car.
I get along with my family and they love me.
I've been to Europe twice and I'll probably go back soon.
I've been to Australia and will probably go to New Zealand sometime in the future.
I have a small amount of artistic talent that I should use more often.
School reminds me that I am reasonably intelligent.

...

Cons:

My job makes me feel as though I am wasting my life.
I have a moron for a manager.

I guess when you put my life into list form it doesn't look all that bad and honestly for the most part it is good. Obviously I don't dread each coming day, nor do I say that I hate my life when I wake up. Actually that is what Nicole used to say about her life, but I think that that has stopped or at the very least she doesn't mention it anymore to me.

Of course there are still a few things that I'd like to change and that may come with time. As I've said before there was never a master timeline and or plan for my life. When I was twelve, the concept of being twenty and living on my own was beyond me. Now twenty is something that happened to me over a decade ago. My perspective on life has changed. I'm not sure if I would call that wisdom, maybe I'd call it experience.

 
yesterday | index | tomorrow | one year ago