Abandon All Hope

I just love the petty games that some people like to play in the business world. Its all posturing and running around saying that I am better than you. People need to grow up and stop lying. The hypocrisy where I work is so incredible. It took all of thirty minutes before another department tried to crucify me for something that I did last Friday. They did not stress the fact that they were not following procedure and caused the problem themselves. Pass the buck is yet another rule of business that I enjoy.

Nick supported me in my argument and I am waiting for the fallout from this latest confrontation. I will not surrender to someone I consider a liar.

I know that I am not the only person who does not like their job, but I am not going to stand by and just take it any longer. My parents say that I am starting to sound postal, but I try not to sound that bad. I know that it will all pass and these people will be merely an unpleasant memory.

As I have said here before most indications of time are lost here. What may have taken an hour of my time in reality might be transformed into a lengthy entry that seems to take forever. Sometimes my outbursts come and go within a few minutes. Other times they might linger for an hour or two. It all depends on the situation.

What bothers me is the amount of energy that I waste when this happens. Anger is an energy after all according to John Lydon. Now if only I could harness all of that adrenaline for a better purpose, my life would be much more pleasant.

I knew that when I started this job that I would not be here forever. It is just a job after all and has very little to do with who I am as a person. Brenda says that I do it for shits and grins, which is true.

Okay, I promise to be more positive tomorrow.

Um, the weather was nice today.