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A few less keys Now that I am away from Brenda, I have fallen back into my old routine. The meals are simple again and I sleep on the couch. I really don't want to paint an even worse portrait of Brenda than I already have here. I just want to show how I felt. I am sure there are those who feel that I am better off without her. Maybe they are right. Brenda is not the kind of person to ask for something. She is spoiled and she freely admits it. Things have to be her way. Controlling would be that I would choose for her. I got tired of giving in to everything. Yes, I will admit that I am stubborn, but I did compromise. It just felt like we did everything that she wanted to do and nothing that really interested me. Going to the movies was my decision, but not all of what we saw was my decision. I know that I should just let it go, but I can't do it yet.
audio input at the moment: Caution Horses - The Cowboy Junkies
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